<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" ><generator uri="https://jekyllrb.com/" version="4.3.3">Jekyll</generator><link href="https://www.nicoledoen.com/feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" /><link href="https://www.nicoledoen.com/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" /><updated>2025-08-23T12:29:26-07:00</updated><id>https://www.nicoledoen.com/feed.xml</id><title type="html">the website of nicole doen</title><subtitle>nicole doen is a queer author of speculative web fiction.</subtitle><entry><title type="html">nostalgia for star wars</title><link href="https://www.nicoledoen.com/star-wars/2025/08/23/nostalgia-for-sw.html" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="nostalgia for star wars" /><published>2025-08-23T00:00:00-07:00</published><updated>2025-08-23T00:00:00-07:00</updated><id>https://www.nicoledoen.com/star-wars/2025/08/23/nostalgia-for-sw</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://www.nicoledoen.com/star-wars/2025/08/23/nostalgia-for-sw.html"><![CDATA[<p>Despite saying I wouldn’t watch <em>Andor</em>, I let myself watch <em>Andor</em>. I can’t say I regret it exactly, because it was good, but it sent me down a rabbit hole of nostalgia, which is something I don’t know that I like as much, because there’s nowhere for it to go. Disney releases slop. The fandom is toxic. The chances of something new and exciting happening are slim.</p>

<p>I can’t even say <em>Andor</em> is amazing, because for all of the smart things it does, I have become, in my own way, like the toxic fans who say this or that ruined <em>Star Wars</em>. (Obviously, <em>Andor</em> has not ruined <em>Star Wars</em>.) Because I never felt like I was watching the Cassian Andor I loved from <em>Rogue One</em>, so now I’m left hanging with this nostalgia for what the character meant to me almost ten years ago and I can’t recapture that feeling.</p>]]></content><author><name></name></author><category term="star-wars" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Despite saying I wouldn’t watch Andor, I let myself watch Andor. I can’t say I regret it exactly, because it was good, but it sent me down a rabbit hole of nostalgia, which is something I don’t know that I like as much, because there’s nowhere for it to go. Disney releases slop. The fandom is toxic. The chances of something new and exciting happening are slim.]]></summary></entry></feed>